Boys are Satan

My pastor once told me that boys were satan. And that christian boys are BOLD satan. I laughed and continued on with my flirtatious ways. Now I realize its all true. That what boys really want out of you is your body, or should I say what you do with your body.
Too bad for them, they won't get it.
I am a lot of things: gullible, naive, outgoing, and a tad bit immature. But I am in no way shape or form a toy for boys to use. I have a mind, a heart, and I am a human being.
Feelings get in the way to many times, they drive us to do rash decisions. My friends ask me all the time "When are you going to find yourself a boyfriend Laura?"
I laugh.
They say I need to develop feelings for a boy, its totally normal. I understand that, and I have alot of the times. But where do I end up? Hurt.
Why should I let a vile thing like a boy hurt me?
I shouldn't.
Thats why I never really open up to them. There are only a few boys I want in my life right now. His name is Daniel Bennett Brennan, and I can see myself marrying this kid.
He is my best friend.
Never tried to take advantage of me.
And has alot of the characteristics that my father has.
My Dad is very protective, and so is Danny. If Danny sees that a boy has broken my heart, he immediatly tries and fights them. (Not a good way of solving things, but I never let him) I can honestly say that I love him and he loves me.
We have that cute highschool sweetheart thing going for us :]
But thats besides the point, from today on, I am not going to focus on when I can obtain a beau. I will wait and let them come to me. Because even if they claim they are christian, and that they don't want to use you.
All boys are equipped with two heads. And one always listens to the other.
♥ Laura