Waiting on my heart to change

Hopelessly falling
Into your arms
No fear at all
As I fall so far
Until I hit the ground
And become numb
You said that in the darkness
There will be light
But as I cry out your name
You are nowhere to be found
I wish I could take back
All that I ever did
Trusting you
And your eternalness
Tears stream down my face
Realizing that my whole life
Was based on a false reality
Concentrating on the loud silence
I recollect my thoughts
Of when there was no silence
And there was no doubt
You were there
I was here
And now you are gone
But I am waiting to return